Khloe Kardashian and Lamar Odom will never be Khloe and Lamar again.
“Khloé and Lamar are definitely not getting back together,” an insider source told PEOPLE Magazine. “That is not on the table right now.”
Odom’s desire to drink and party are big reasons behind the lack of a chance the relationship currently stands. “Lamar refuses to listen to her,” says a source. “He actually said to her, ‘Nothing will happen to me. Look how I survived the last time.'”
The source doesn’t say whether or not Khloe still has some romantic interest in her husband.
“She cares for him so much and she just wants him to stay healthy. His near tragedy devastated her. It was such a painful time. She doesn’t want to go down that road again – for either of them.”
Odom chilled with the Kardashian-Jenner family on Easter. However, he’s been spotted out at a pub with friends and at a Los Angeles Lakers game without Khloe. Kardashian says that Odom enjoys spending time with her family because some of his family members just “take, take, take.”
Khloé says Odom told her, “I was self-sabotaging myself because I never felt love that was that pure. I was confused why no one wanted anything else from me but just me.”
Khloe calls her relationship with Lamar “confusing.” She does admit she feels bad for Odom and still loves him. However, she doesn’t state what kind of love.
“I love and adore Lam, but I would always feel so bad for him because his mother passed away, and then his grandmother who raised him passed away, and then his father — I love his father — but it was always take, take, take, take, take. I’d always be like, “Your dad’s so nice!’ but Lamar would say, ‘No one ever calls me to say, ‘Hi, how are you?’ Or ‘great game’ or ‘I love you.’”